Hm....what to say, what to say...
My mother wants me to take driving lessons, which isn't all so bad because once I finish like 10 of them I can take my road test and all. Yaay for independance (and driving away and never coming back to here). God, I'm getting so paranoyed about leaving here. It's getting to be an obsession. I just sit and think about anywhere else but here all day long. I think about driving through all the local sights saying good bye to them, driving south through Pennsylvania, tuning west and going until I'm driving across the barren plains of Wyoming again on my journey forever westward. God, I hope it's worth it. I just want to go farther and farther away, put so much distance between the here and now. It's all I can hope for.
Only like 7 or 8 weeks until school's over.......it's so close I can taste it, but I'll still be too close. Another two years and I can start....move away, move farther and farther away. I'll dissappear beyond the horizon and nobody in this little fuck town will see me again.
Lower Class Brats show is in less than a week...and I couldn't be more excited. I haven;t been to a show in months. This will be a lovely chance to blow off some steam and be happy. Then Time Again is playing on the 8th. I'm just so fucking excited.
Oh yes, and I began reading Jack Kerouac's On The Road <3
music: Because I Do - X